Hey Hey Hey

 

Hey Hey Hey

Oh Oh Oh

 

Trade in the bad thoughts

Come stand in the sun

Sneak in a closed pool

Jump in with your clothes on

 

Guess I never really thought about it

I have more for me here than I thought

I Thought

And I just don’t have to justify it

I can be here without having a reason

 

Take my hand, don’t let go

Pour yourself lemonade

Jump around in your room

Dance to your favorite song 

          

Hey Hey Hey

Oh Oh Oh

Guess I never really...

Guess I never really...

Guess I never really...

 I can be here without having a reason

 

Written by: Laura Beale & Hailey Ivey

Produced by: Laura Beale

Peacetime

 

I’ve been present for the least time

In only moments we have all lost a reason to say

“Everything you do is just fine”

If you can’t shut me up, my thoughts will do it for you the same

And I ain’t really wanting peacetime

The wounds I’m feeling now have all come from knives I can name

And I’ve been present for the least time

But please get me out Please get me out

 

Please get me out

Please get me out

 

Dogs are running from police, nine

Thousand voices come from all better places to stay

When I was younger all the walls I

Saw around me made me feel so protected and safe

But I ain’t really wanting peacetime

The violence hurdles in from all places under His name

 

Irreverence don’t cause the stops to come out of us 

We don’t need balances  

we need a lot of us  

 

 

There is a rift that is our job to fix  

We need lights and our cameras  

We need a lot of us

After the dust has settled, we must not be together

Split up, split up or they’ll find us

People will lie because we have a lot of us

Speakers and lights, we need lights and our cameras

You are okay ‘til the wool is pulled over your eyes

The cops will be raining from all of the skies

We don’t need balances

we need a lot of us

We need a cause that brings light to the bottomless

There is a lot in us

Speakers and cameras, forget the cameras

Think of the outcomes, What do we fight to get out from?

We don’t need balances,

we need a lot of us

 

Step from the light so that they will assign you to a lesson

Avert your eyes or make a scene and face the consequences

Step from the light so that they will assign you to a lesson

Avert your eyes or make a scene

 

Written & Produced by: Laura Beale

Something

 

I’m looking for an easier way out

Nobody’s gonna stick around for me to sound

Like I know what I’m talking about

And I just don’t feel it yet (I’m just a found toy, never been around boy, I don’t really mean much now)

I can’t see how bad it gets (I need all the support I can get, but)

‘Cause that would require, and I’m so tired, Admitting it

Admitting that I need help

Okay, I changed my mind, I feel better now

 

Dear reader, maybe just ignore this bit

Where I’m a cynic, I can’t make sense of it

Every time it’s getting better it gets ten times worse

And I’m feeling oh so down

But I know, it could always be worse

I’m just blowing off steam

 

I was looking for something to

cool this fire in me

But now I just have to accept the fact that it will never leave

I’m sorry, I can’t talk now

I’ve woken up feeling sad for three days now

There’s no reason to go on besides hoping tomorrow is better

The scorching blaze is roaring, choking, holding my breath for me

But I like the ashes, scattered

It reminds me of the leaves

 

Written & produced by: Laura Beale

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 ...and Now I see (Outro) 

  

I have slept, Now I see 

I have slept, Now I see 

I have slept, Now I see 

I have slept, Now I see 

I have slept, Now I see 

  

Written & Produced By: Laura Beale 

 

See?

 

Don’t pretend to sleep, and

Don’t know if you see me look

at our hands

Intertwined

Hold me if you plan not to

Let go, but I don’t have to ask

I don’t have to ask

 

Can you see light?

See?

Catch me tonight

Open your eyes

 

Dreams are all useless

Now it’s time to look

At us now

What if you stole warmth I cannot get back?

Let me breathe

Please, just let me breathe

 

Can you see light?

See?

Catch me tonight

Open your eyes

 

Thank God I don’t get what I want

I’m not low enough to haunt

I leave doors open for too long

It’s a heart-wrenching kind of calm

 

written by: Laura Beale & Hailey Ivey

Produced by: laura Beale

Feeling Lonely

 

I am tired of having to talk, I

Let it get worse than I thought, I

Need someone to take my spot, I

Can’t stand my stomach tied in knots, I

Hate being sick but I can’t stop, I

Self-sabotage until I drop, I

 

If I’m still here

And there’s nothing to keep me near (I see so clearly now)

I won’t stay around for (I see so clearly)

Much longer

Time leads me around like a dog

 

I’m feeling lonely, could you hold my hand?

I'm feeling lonely, could you hold my hand?

Talk to you ‘cause I think that you might understand, I think

I’m feeling lonely, can you hold my hand?

 

I

forgot about me on my birthday, I

Need more time to get my shit straight, I

Think it says “loser” on my nameplate, I

Can’t live no more with this headache, I

Hate being sick but I can’t stop, I

Self-sabotage until I drop, I

I’m feeling

 

There was this dream

When I laughed, the room was empty, And

That’s just the thing

We’re all better off when we’re all alone

There was this dream

They all felt the difference when we were gone

And that’s just the thing

We’re better off when we’re alone

There was this dream

Someone looked to us for direction

But That’s just the thing

We’re better off figuring it out...

 

I’m feeling lonely, could you hold my hand?

I'm feeling lonely could you hold my hand?

Talk to you ‘cause I think that you might understand, I think

I’m feeling lonely, can you hold my hand?

 

Written & Produced by: Laura Beale